syncopated.
Thursday, May 03, 2007
shower
first shower was to disguise the hot tears. second shower was to tidy the thoughts. third and final shower was to refresh anew.there are many words i can use, but there's no point in repeating. i feel utterly hopeless now. but ya. refresh. please.the thing is that, although there are always more reasons to be happy than to be sad, happiness is always taken for granted, meanwhile sadness always kicks you that much harder because everything will all seem to crumble together. i just sit down in the corner spiraling ever south.i'm lucky because
i have two caring parents, i'm well off, i'm in school, i've no disabilities, i have friends, i can survive the week if i strivebecause
the world can be startlingly beautiful at times, there's music to be discovered, there is air, water and sailing is still as amazing as it has ever been.yet woe is me because i get shot down despite giving my all, time in school has never been so fruitless before, i'm being denied everything that i take pleasure in. i haven't sailed in a month and i feel horrible. oh man even the thought of meals bore me. i drag my feet cuz they weigh a ton. the mind is loaded.even the thought of the many times that i've fallen and picked myself up again is depressing. damn i've never entertained thoughts of giving up so often. i don't hear you no more i don't hear you no more.
shower. shower of affection.
Strummed at 11:36 PM (x)
the artist.
colin cheng.
3/4.14, 5/6.6.
acsi (ib).
10/09/1989.
sailor.
concluding@gmail.com
his experiences.
intersch 2004
beijing oep 2006
bordeaux 4.7 worlds 2006
los angeles radial worlds 2006
doha asian games 2006
hobart jan 2007
muse concert jan 2007
holland radial worlds 2007
his aspirations.
weight for laser.
breeze. chase it.
cut down on mistakes.
get to know pple better.
understanding. respect.
a cat.
discipline. control.
contact lenses.
his peers.
acsailing
cai
choong
elaine
han sheng
john loh
xin ling
his inspirations.
65daysofstatic
the arcade fire
christopher o'riley
the cinematic orchestra
damien rice
dream theater
elliott smith
explosions in the sky
hiromi
isis
joe satriani
john petrucci
liquid tension experiment
mogwai
mono
my brightest diamond
oceansize
opeth
peter, paul and mary
radiohead
rodrigo y gabriela
sigur rós
simon & garfunkel
thursday
vienna teng
yo la tengo
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colin cheng.
3/4.14, 5/6.6.
acsi (ib).
10/09/1989.
sailor.
concluding@gmail.com
his experiences.
intersch 2004
beijing oep 2006
bordeaux 4.7 worlds 2006
los angeles radial worlds 2006
doha asian games 2006
hobart jan 2007
muse concert jan 2007
holland radial worlds 2007
his aspirations.
weight for laser.
breeze. chase it.
cut down on mistakes.
get to know pple better.
understanding. respect.
a cat.
discipline. control.
contact lenses.
his peers.
acsailing
cai
choong
elaine
han sheng
john loh
xin ling
his inspirations.
65daysofstatic
the arcade fire
christopher o'riley
the cinematic orchestra
damien rice
dream theater
elliott smith
explosions in the sky
hiromi
isis
joe satriani
john petrucci
liquid tension experiment
mogwai
mono
my brightest diamond
oceansize
opeth
peter, paul and mary
radiohead
rodrigo y gabriela
sigur rós
simon & garfunkel
thursday
vienna teng
yo la tengo
his work.
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
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November 2005
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